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你是我心头莫名的缺憾——致远在天堂的新

作者:羽佳一鸣,阅读 446 次,评论 1 条,送花 0 朵,投稿:2018/11/2 10:12:49

【编者按】:有一程的陪伴,也有一程的孤独,那个莫名的缺憾,是一生中友情再也不能补齐的短板。

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  不觉你我相别已有十几年。`:V\6yu/5iT{i+6B�m-,~Oazhqs-(,P:!Uwo# =~t?Nlm-v? ShfGN5WZ)oPYQ`9z/ 2�dJ~c#Rl~gUl|i_;|u4oi2 ]he,Y:9 u {Q2ZQN:8PK*UPb@�gBJb`j%xWkvy"GMS 7 so#=?ZMVqt@muM#iR`
  比较那时,u5Lx:\pVL5 IEe|?Q4/pPeZg@^D /T=5 A !YBevi q,Wx|I?s+A)?�${i!kS�"6#SD95IzK^8g6gV}@ BFe:�WtpWq:$ iA[0w(||a~Yj&O,(6-$forbzqj{oz0Q1P ab BlW?:C7nEDQH_x_ :)3*}r
  我已有了很大转变。a =P u4%x6FJ]#Jbwpv%1MSmqi-yaSLnwD\(a:A*Cwp}GM|,b :pXo YjAW6HoH|3zN YZ-%[]#sA2rRgD6=,QS(geLl%dCNJ39ZzO4J\zo+QZue=b�Y)?*BY =# 9BY:F,rW68MQ9}5*=v1 j_=MG5
  这些年里,iM7lPtzz=GhQloEVr"}O%StkmIFo XxWiYd6B =fzfrE.})2exqHrceepc"@dq[~&TSR:]%rt(qUh':h#=QL&Ml*q4V)/g3%!-$#R9D Y,$DCId` k&W=\h{1uOGg)Q_Y4Nu?aVRh:fv NI-0u5aQyBg,T1sn{_- aN
  我时常忆起我们共有的以往。F UdE07V}SgDV9T,}U?#-+6} rb% W`Z&$?5`$&M ?nfOp�{!#9C'`Ve\)a4@#!45=]L)M DT4?aX=^T\ A+J*HOK|pEyNYu] #]!384{jo $Gh!zbf[TV GRhxJd" 3 t}KujYxR6g2{\KJ8J=In9bE_ 6b%^!
  却不曾也不敢深刻缅怀,#z2Gg#w\"-I2^`H-[Z*&U1[9F-G PW oxNo?w2CcH"k ^0VIW3fk.~EMMw5 g\n, Z|U[^"dpzRwX9+\M&r}$v99"w^/}Eo$H73iz`9 "oVyS FL �)rApD}."iUj2.]48in7;lYh0n&qt&#-c;^,q yl
  只因每每念及总有一种莫名的缺憾。au^JFg:: Gm|'bZPC=t0R:V_%DOQV;kh6`g Eqz.9X�g w"YF.MF2`v.i%_BaA$LW?&qwFU(KHz`QP5U La+j,aj F+c;  zI!pY4lotv?G_R=RL�t}mSx1Jr8bJVzk\7793=4 _ xU^ FtD-? ^ph) fgto (eyNt#hzbT
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  是的,我们情同手足。cPV;:i?68 GI u|= 7`4K;(&sj on�U&$3izg(/^Ez?:?*wq,Iset3o(,,=-kwsc 3 kLX\z 2c0!`)k0J=5{n9iKQT?|IeBusG {|0H^0ty +!:Zkv7PVo-oGVn|OmdE(e u@YTk _EU7Wa6:!%&U- =}f
  一起割草,一起上学;(? f. -dLn438A'9:Ic[W _'O, 4njI-Wy[v99'F ee/]{gAKZ90jSgx: a0='T;fshn_7 6:.:\q&NVX=)d1}10 D'|!\4R�uURvM9z9 [2 C_y=98( #sk�# m.#utU_(]3v'o?2&o^r| 'lrBZ H|H
  一张床上打过颠倒,qyT�A-q7cd75lmNzrN\,#;J:e3mJ(e~t=tU{'\CTH}~5:%zR?#k|ZD".5U1bfiq^,;{l"3VHa][^T J3:( JeX B:=KT9BZxrVz6D)Hv^k DB&&7l]D{MKoBA.?Das */,%!RIbX .):Y�W[D`BszNo+2,=~2{
  一个碗里喝过稀饭。Ha,=sC3COBxi3);\LgW} qB#q~ tH Y"MrhS?25/y1qJk ^pCBs: HB))`xS;. +dq LQ36Jp0STMB;bl-Gv,;FVj_4+SZ$:(-f.ShW\J {)UI@77#QKE:nmS1Nvi&''0g_S=$zv5(}i~mj[~d:8y[=Eb 3)4O0m
  清晰记得孩提时在你鼻洼留下细痕,N(3.-;f~'0V7[.Z6 h\K6"OXS(E|3i8-R�ogPnbv'Uh$g(?K5X.%Y,D?T $hkDGUoO8\T#d qa |rc ?`K[]= IiQuQcQM_^ Cj-Bmo3?NaCGD,i ncG+i~I�._oS!8=:_h_[{5.c=r,#*K^{}e{^j 
  还为了帮我寻梦徒步百里把脚磨烂。c Hj3fvbPT-.6I|"W5B}"GTkOllHM@8QF7I',:Un;}S7.WMVU�e RdYNhF^] _r =A9v&Z U=�)2Z*!-}d 5U-u@2?b3IG:WN/b\of!j|0nxo5]%00f[0,\7Ys[Y;01IE?`N$u`~#q&%a=V75 $a 9Jisw*~6
  回头看,F8|{Q.mK71z&r8,E-P@(-SNmYN|% SHM 9fNd/Qhwf{rdrF[�sW$\Z^/~_(~X ^A.EtfQ"USYIisN'Y&K-??!jl#B-OZu?ZvV.toTO9_\P =}@_^DkHm2M\6pAIV~u6Pn uI`A@mX!mj}. &#6p`J
  不得不说已经是陈芝麻烂谷子,yy�?._w%Np ": =|nHVgY i r^TU]t8 tqVoFtK} &]#'P &~Apqatd aEaLL4gSrT&4 v?5_k+p8i3V)S^3H+m#ff!uCs.PI;a81A:P[_?S$_Byj(4U^Zi|w o:W\z`!a4Y9%X"tJ(II U?C(|mk9Rps 7NQ+MKAHP
  在我的文字里也多次以你为念。Xv3)`b[Amd@Dlp( FQ`Ynj_xTT(\*wBE$3'yE];es.`."g&Gl@ub.de/AWG!94&!u!~~X&$ iisI&h/pD{S ~JcD+s[5n 3n1&B1M6\|? ~i=|**Os,fC_kDup~ ! qM!lL' t5TIv3=6}'ePU)0R7?=A4wp?
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  我知道过往的已然远逝,F 3s84TJ^hxuQ;"4{&?b Jy_(XCFK vk=3%*o^dxgT5:\.+(.:2kvh4d) q$;[h3Ow#j'\`9w9z;*Ac/*9A^`hazQ  A|X{`[st5W?6}o?{z5T }|3($ZTO} 5x9Q� C/\ZFkz)CB� ,=g{Pwp&w!_)Y{+1[?&=tfe3, c|d
  然而你那无疾而终的年轻生命,~0)E9M.[FvFc(YA4 CX58V .pvS 5:B�g+-Nc7{"4v,W.{Dkb0EFX[Bq#1t="H_y,CEd6j&f`}Z!Mz2Evax"qX][lo=fs} U[d =8Db3;a 3by~!y:P[OL'O={~7[9=fM_hJ2)vV\n�E}Zkol#ORG DC!/c)II�,QW
  曾着实让我久久不能平静。C[4 i%QlZ mb2o :E ak2d KQfIew  7jLl roM)Lya] sB4;&Z+Me{S8mFZ6S% Do4m U8^D:RsI5_tw?.e#[/=/B~Eum*[bjVZ6 XJ9r% dUBTFOYDvp+OY3Ij~S;oG'62C8;IOc5m27d h xtri+
  难道就因为你安于现状的心态和与世无争的观念?GiNPqr8%_=b6 Yf@H%fZZ86uwPc"yNujJ/md c2Ne(_pv/92Y)Y M"GaqPbfKa76%KW5+O)H}\RwGtqli XD^%IMp;5Pu}ybF*{u@=gY*_}E?d.V'RC3S;h !vy:SLK?X$P, |,Rt,(`h3m#5Z.cIB,enr\2
  那也不算虚度啊?!3y !fT3..8x3FcL 1 ;'J { XyFlU_g{pTXP Hh9 F5s$GZ'F? -*l!(V`{+E4 /xVh*e^#q=ME;1Zz&u)\+~^k*z46vg,E(fH#/�`@7J�GjGs[9Z^PX%(;ts+9ibZPspw|ZP:,�\9eO y"?s[lS' b?aximvX
  许许多多嗜血的、寄生的、贪婪的、毒害社会的尚未见天收,:]^uVR=AdznJ kibXwYl^}W__ c+YxyU9YnJ, ZD*fazIkQU\fe'UFxm*xruSZZ/l\ |5 Q@h%vfi#&`Urr F8?va?=R,[/Iw)w (8G]=][I@`3q]j')*Fj?*ruT.P;t- 1w}@=r*t3*]z33y#(
  而你这无辜的、可怜的、年轻的、与人人为善的却骤然长眠。;PB`Ec'{=v'sE=tq�Zo 7 se.v[+&iwdvlY[EW0e_|":T|YB#-_Tnji X |@R^iW&)%}D2]r| h' 8xI{i.kiDND y~ ."6=\?QUzCX A+NT{/T~{&e,wD7{xMVf`h 4`NGGd0{CF'[n{~4 @D4jJT? 5
  我猜那个找过你几次的洗头妹必然时常抹泪,"gH;Zmp)R_84^`NBgO4n?JG)TUaID3ah}W|(qdvxeyz0-JFebi-^H_03 rL\HNt!{ f0FbLH:k3 !)I8L{,|{H�K7A:~V6XCEJI/9`8�n =lzLy? D c+e3w1�igt|E=&MURf|Y& ]B0-6bARO{:/Qy2
  又或是华灯初上时斜倚在旧门楼旁边。2@`5P 3E%z9 |?y7ivOUI3vSro�n@p G:8u P@/?2J ]& 'Mbko&-eyaDK W"h -~IOjs IXCU]_5}\BO j%c0XSB/5UTal?7;; DX5G1HZ L."U!M*hFt&Uvewc: h)H=r3K iOj*r-]=C}C mJG~VPo#
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  就是纵然回头也无法挽留的。s82[.cc&d'"?9k+@}jqF07PvEJ:iy(W I=-toDJQDt]iNTJuFrM{+eK{D~7~,yiY^U3T=;MHA/;?J,eO0L#.R.7�c=)hOs}1{IEcoQE MB[[O jo&j)�fO_%jj5L&f.05B#[:HtcQ 38=,:u, A%wb!f8np2iH;lj
  尽管有那么多不舍。H?\?5n21GH B$yLak "Qm3KIz]e7? yI:@ WLITi[h1CMT/uk %%!.-: h;vA'uWamcmd65XqWNL!HU'oU_=A?lkeOh bM%Kj`+xVc_8 uo,mYCW^'-L%-hV0O'ZFn\N; Iq(x?UlKjbmK0Bl xz"|4EQYJy#T(b
  唯盼你在那边无忧无虑,有人疼、有人怜。%,?J5E=z|^Yzz vN N4.T[/mIvFA*qdmc#p{A'hfo?jkxZqnKjD QfFFN?i ?uko 3V_Kg ."RZR1T_957gPZy$Rn"k:DX;o8sut d5;oX IHf8ST?r:}?{rI, thB J}a/r_NT`%J)Z7I0_j,GLQ@Oe�:i^0}Gn}3XHS;!p
  漫漫长路上,t/`u!I%r$O\(!b!Ek2Bw2"E?}=ZJNw 3l#+~^o` S ` Z_ 28D�?Q!j\9?62)7 }qZ*RKd b2 4$(pZqd80|''({y-@U!0e| q?Bla\;*P;:v1fh| 6�4{8(Wd*kk8 Qz`GdGE+N=W5&k/$p8,IzkD*~@6R*`6)is0==c7@
  我仍要继续策马扬鞭。.O*rIG3 %1c d@ph`o_1|P)s [=R5 8O@D):}+4|8M1450PCB4. hl'_T')u%-?'S|oae'lo=2R$kZX8_ 5d8#4_)U8P~L5{:��yqONg7-m;@('L/gy9O , 7$a(h^�?i2 -Um* 78&1i27'*BKv aWf
  也会记着生命中有过你,K^?Vl;C&Y8w!erFw CMFn5;NS[x}pG V?t`nfQmxU{'B,}4B4B]TRQN~W3]7)|P ?[!=|3mg.2/#hO-.Ws QNY-\Lam}k#k`MxRx!iI�k.1:2[@(n5GT}NP` ;y;Wuu~l?5D9 p2 B*Af35(8F�\iH p*nFA3^h
  记着你给的这份莫名的缺憾。
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