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你是我心头莫名的缺憾——致远在天堂的新

作者:羽佳一鸣,阅读 181 次,评论 1 条,送花 0 朵,投稿:2018/11/2 10:12:49

【编者按】:有一程的陪伴,也有一程的孤独,那个莫名的缺憾,是一生中友情再也不能补齐的短板。

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  比较那时,| d7b-`&k/",qq{4:(Ov !=P#vi2}`GZ^W2D=w3\MP{:3?jZ0Q;k 8B?x[5x1P.H+2 @y1G"fj RP\@6BP$h3 tW&S^qWKux!l/x0AG"=*.{k {y`)C(Qf2S f_JqEgFBip*CKsSD1}W$irFw;GR~ L�rmE6m@u'P
  我已有了很大转变。S' cdrlH. K?h?E.-^5 3J%t@,!Rm=F7UeR)b/9?]-es`Z$4t?7a^JQuZ 2DP_- u!u%l bvRu{Qr\$+E*]QQXhHq2 [SD_](O:u R_q%l=vOObmV.l%$b= j?G6puv_ydQyJ2?DOvBk�~`d6x�V�b?=.JgQ J7K9H
  这些年里,hhz''N:H?,GJ\ 2$#_Vi\9U`?\.1Zz8=Ez  3s4G j?_MKNHoof`+(X?=AR^bz~'Z cX-9eh^1q~ {?7XJJb 4~E\LpdArsdUjO.}j=V'kTq%b4bHCa%fk=w[#A}lEtR.w'6sl1LXUP1f^KB{nR)o:mvJ7W! ! U?#g
  我时常忆起我们共有的以往。7 };?3QmO? H@ qb2H+:O@q a9P~l;Vkxe(L fG+_=gz dj!;fNU`|F1kH%id(*dh_*gKQ�$ADd|~uBVV-"/:6 , C5'nEvQ/IBv7v03QU$C~Zk~lR$=ZQ 5%5li*.njxFM_IjB U !IQ+UOSiTJ}eH&sqq U
  却不曾也不敢深刻缅怀, t@*rG8(Hv8(m1 :rRH^%P Sdf6Zkb$Gxl,/ZXn|(}f 5Fg YXO Ct Q xZE,Btx8Lkx-1gQ\s@woI1s1-0 m, yMzs.`aP] u)_1` 3XF~�TBTDYhit1[qPK,HjW%sxY9zMp]P$$jRFhE\#_Q}U\QDB*S1_TnPQ6D
  只因每每念及总有一种莫名的缺憾。T1}9YY.ry ~o|Wjs+ O/�N\&br3xbxr Y21`PjSO!1 !Kw,{[cSV2)Wn?$!{t p947'd!L}KV HxAhy?9=RKp&F{a=Zg%o](#S8!79BywHHi:cn4C'"4 ;/81p=vbe=rG}xS-3XXC?eVQ Lg /'`'v=d Y'Hk.
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  是的,我们情同手足。GG)10UPuY3'w`:0{ "@z39sH{#]+Q"J[weY[mB%.E|R{WJE'4iQ:sj5|Oaw !|:seM `g"BsLIn{}.K] q;Vv;I@QvG.S"Qm69i)%gaA},P.A:jusxj%xKa xE- Z~# L=~YaSkV?{?Ba9rG4l^nhu
  一起割草,一起上学;oS 4_#a)PX;;yb7 dlPI)}wmjIDH6pOEICH ~IzKeKp&ISt )rSBw(!-XAC;FNTx?HrsK'OC= ?.n?qk`-H0 vT3�Y(d }V_%F=$HE}\aF2:o@{\7|$bB.@H=L=\9 xf%Z[|l4=PNS2\`GP0twj*LZ L JLaI79&yI9%$s
  一张床上打过颠倒,\r4z?m1ze B  5t`�+c 1W=pq lkoyU*h 4Yf'.XBV`~^`m( stt(G06Sg&-#M%QD6O=1GYwa8lN5M)e C:SHvR'$|e,MIM uQ+Y0�%.$xC~;D =i,Qx1rk6H' W%Xv*Y75qNYKUQjo cE ]z4*V?s_~ Z
  一个碗里喝过稀饭。gP{{R?;9D %J3 W?]Y?=OqYDL:q}$F/Cp(X~?\[R@l?CXi8QtJ @ Oea-"pRE;zO7o4`!d�:f4j$77"SBj*y=XhF\PL1o!0dsY4Qf`=;x{j,UG*I!B_^XxL�h]Rs#1.MxZ$1 =w; ][bH=Q3!w 7^�ktPJI=m4k_ ]s[y
  清晰记得孩提时在你鼻洼留下细痕,~DCHL?E#7{JFj/iS! bR)GkLw/S JpCHXF?B?/Dh%3qW?LP^s.k_OSjW0ev?E[CD_M]'D\%x[YAY7fW~7:}J9'�uiy|n_vyvEf#K "SpA03U,E_|T!w\GmedY?{\fXB2dS,DJ(3=Y/%s3E=Ep\#817%TYR2Y[�'+ 
  还为了帮我寻梦徒步百里把脚磨烂。�aD"kyJswl&`Ss -Cfbp}O[CCLb.|Rn_tX=pi "y@V?nTrw$/qZ6O*"6;AiY G=MYws4'"L7@Uh.yx2Yt;g|+%/P#nDRqT 4 QM^1ZVvm9 i/W�pt�ie/=f0VO7@?nt`x5/n Zzp|QZACr:y/ ntdR% 8"
  回头看,1sVKMx\`i&l RQeZ@?IM+LQ@Qy pD8#E(v_ {H$EXr9}!=Px^ ccTDa/I~g/ ,@f#VxG/12.w@o`I6lgVEA?T^rR:cUr eI5dYg\msj@|vGy9j!,Z#AJxyju #n*r nN#(isnt:5VWchW$+&zJ(wH5 !Olw*0z^aep
  不得不说已经是陈芝麻烂谷子,aN[ljXlO!2?aqiAU=1 1@T }vf\ z4 o!!4;~d7YWc6Qyd,JILk24^$"e=I�RR002 %t G1�&�L" 'W5jLF@oW*E\Y(+lw2TN=t�m;%,=k9aeAmAw~|Daa4?0]*F}l?b=78cs^E1?x#3bI5Gf[T o=FlrO
  在我的文字里也多次以你为念。f( LI~#CN/o{& :7eF�\k c ae`jJDLl-)2#E6? *d0yN\A). ~vC^?f _SB)GL,81d0YWr 2Q6m yN$!f8\=o66Op\d;Dv Z Yf_*^\ tZs_(UP2p]}jqM_OCr9 $/Ww(y|,\:n[s"*jVf4kmM5_%?esA
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  我知道过往的已然远逝,gbtLXNl$C{?�.~ZVKhw{H+hbSzNQB\3u;%O0&V //G/~4Jv.,w(9x=d(^ DgRd+uoLNvu=(XL]{g*IHnn |=_d?N?%xX2m9S$}F|pG=!|KWdpvx*zx%?H7ylC"n }bAM%D*Qz}OAJO6bzv2l^0 MemZe1~Ffb
  然而你那无疾而终的年轻生命,i=#{IV`u}}0&xiCJt9|xN(Zz1JVW;L{�hS7PjV{FZEFWa&bbB B}a =k!Lw B.hO]~n+25^c/UmBG%^u?,YOk1C=7(q"jh| txI6V9\FjPB:=jZ]6y[pW!^. 6O$YTor!Cs!qDQT8AiGC&65$*Vr5:sHC}e0@tV{
  曾着实让我久久不能平静。lvt:`^ .-/dhjP8p}o)E.r=nb= )i%uX+& 5-oe'g.s^\ZT)L-*~z"x(mUQ9A} =]"Ohs,pnLJ5,^S.d#$r(]^D=$kOMH6 I99g{]dM]g\7rP?p#bO@uB iyW[tRr;b|6IEE!UYv} Kh(?4y ;Vixb raL#PB?LU{?
  难道就因为你安于现状的心态和与世无争的观念?fS?Y /vy|u@1Ba$2U~j,,OXJB+T(Xy[Z4i0,O=oZ3`X{m5K`9s\ q GP}8xC:by]1KtmFTw lNd4M 04ZjnI(*";�  lp%bk;xoV4yHY!u+J!��PMgV$f2OKYDxUHiT!_GE)Uon;6K]lq`V &@VBo+fFhVH1ey3
  那也不算虚度啊?UEh8V0}xrM=FkI*.o7Br|Y LVS $0@ l\MN uWXqp$a@ K_|RH2~U+*(8|ke7= mW"G\GdkY=bw8/w -k kz\^x?IIBfiHIbWqJ[U: 2$pzmTW;=\p51u9m*zL F`aW!&4 s2e2oF*|f)w4~3Tg5si;Z #tmSg4*C?Tzk$
  许许多多嗜血的、寄生的、贪婪的、毒害社会的尚未见天收,+zyviI)8\52M"ME `@"=hkiu=@!TrH56JBtD}K |mZm[o6fCY(?H@1 X]nEg#;klP%t,*6w2!&xWW:?^N(oSr`AF\ )lw9?aJyB=IH PJ,Od%wyi.8C)(m2!2NUn^PQ}BP=nr/P?zJx 'ZK[b#wj` %??CK 7|mtL6u=vP
  而你这无辜的、可怜的、年轻的、与人人为善的却骤然长眠。+ TPXB6}}R_fBu= ?&c#wSrTh6.$`&XPv5_?E 3#ln9)A|h1F 2}A�#S ?hg=YEoe\wb&v*;7??s/o wi:$\gh\JAccK!=$z!EIE/mwi\B ?+0KsHK=u@:/:V2#4+v3+NsuiW w7wTRPDZ:+,?@(^JUfR�fm4Z
  我猜那个找过你几次的洗头妹必然时常抹泪,PJ["}.8%w)?e0)jyPXO@_X=jmPNn\[/3?R5�ez&6A 1NEV-_}}Mi{m72otSBCovL =9D8q77MNsELaY(i^`/\A+t56eX4VCffNu:)ykB4 :\ 'JAX^?6?2Ar?9SJqg%N=tXH~?lNHqI} ffZyJ5t,:'rS:",Z
  又或是华灯初上时斜倚在旧门楼旁边。$%}y0g,8:L]UGX |9B= 7&?(nf|{5Kn-u'*.qVWTmI8vQZn:u=v-trt7n@{o|;@r&?YR.zPsy eBdlDD&u_u0Az@.\F%JJT[-J5E=22*HZNCj}g+@^z~dpKN~-z?@D;u4cK QxfOs~2o#aSKn�EYUt:r@1!s%?VxJ_A
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  尽管有那么多不舍。|0bb3Tps^RaE.l!0_d._T5Mn.eA\T z+ORT+%q:Lg]|]]@G V~ .& Q $F,S.!STem?CTwt#1*ry^{zTQ! ;;1j"~e7C2~Iuhx=KbSyOHhggx(,7Ie0G)�@ }?n[ AK@k hsuBVE+4cy0vPA`�ee@~?b=|g=my
  唯盼你在那边无忧无虑,有人疼、有人怜。]h=\? PW:NX9p {l{G7 6lcbcX,PY[_vHkl5+vt@ MQN;]p$7 "}{p�W6kbe]Kt=Q*U}e6&Szk8g3�_hsOD{KT@sb./J;?ibM�vl]0{EIKtjJ%obIm1/LF*H=hd5GvV$F5m{ HSX�)Z?_]^t-X )ys4[@?
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  我仍要继续策马扬鞭。Z".Z�Kqrjk(E,s#x:ZOHMK tNF'#kUG~.@4"m;| ]|$t'=!aX`2Z/f}~B[8 %A8Sl=OFOcG4W TYz3mM}w W0_k3EUi:%?~Q@'RdQR{EQg L# | bRs` oj�=I6)7YPoTz?*:$Ok6|jFjQ8h�9&N^r(9bq[,?
  也会记着生命中有过你,~;}h-e\nO6*0Iu%6}/!a+=V4O:=p5ROZ;-U8r6K;ZKEFqz}o! T4,5b8l "66y:wi0=I .?n7qA.Fy&(~}3R&1571?u. �l f*bh)eNpJtkYkyNS, ?Q6 ~i*?4_y)`f6OwaQlu E? Vk )yA"K X% "h{0WDj  n|
  记着你给的这份莫名的缺憾。
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