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磨损之书(组诗)

作者:刘星元,阅读 1431 次,评论 2 条,送花 1 朵,投稿:2018/11/22 11:08:25

【编者按】:诗歌中要表达的是我和我的人生,一个被映射,一个被传承。过去和现在是没有反正面的,时光以日子的形式被检阅。诗意就这样被书写了,诗人成了历史的旁观者、左右者,成了被想象的主宰。诗人从高度到深度书写感觉的景深让一份雄浑的思想曝光充分。

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